I can't run too many blogs in one single time, I have to surrender Posterous, and concentrate here in Blogspot. :( I felt sad, because Posterous made me a better person. I just realized that whenever I will make a post on P, I would felt that there's a pressure of making things perfectly for the reason that a lot of people would view iamveeh.posterous.com. I also felt that I am on a competition with a girl named Gian, *not her real name*. Other posts of mine at P were nasty and sounds bitchy.
To end everything, I have to delete that account to be a better me and forget all those things that I kept dwelling on the past. Now I am moving on with a new, happy, and free life!
THANK YOU LORD! PLEASE, GUIDE ME! :)